That quesy feeling…
… that I always get, after the last semester exam is done. It’s back and more intense then ever before. Now I have no more influence on the outcome.
9 Semesters of part time studying, and no paper to show what I did in the end? Possible… but unlikely…
I learnt more than ever before, for one single test. Well I didn’t have to aim high, to learn more than for my previous exams, as the sum of learning ranged from 0(zero, nothing!) to around 16 hours.
Normally I would start to learn the day (or night) before the test. And often enough that gave me good and sometimes even great results!
This time it was different, I started to learn 4 days before the test. Well I got distracted here and there, but I managed to learn as much as I planned. Therefore it would really be hard if I wouldn’t make it.
At least this time I can’t say that I didn’t learn enough. I understood things much better than last time.
Whether I dropped from school or got my bachelor with that test. It will definitely push my future in a direction. Not both possible results will push me in a good direction I think.
But life always goes on